miss or missing ?

suddenly my chest tightness when i saw his picture ...
my beloved late brother. honestly I not really2 recognize my broyher. when he died I was probably about a year. I really still didn't understand the situation. but still there are other memory stored about them. sometimes I can feel the presence. probably due to a sense of longing. although I knew him only from their stories but I still feel he's my brother and I actually knew him. I saw his face photographed. i can see him, he had sharp eyes, thick eyebrows. his faces glance like me but that's me in boy version.  
although not much time we've been through. but you're still the best brother I ever had ....