When you were away, I can't stop crying because I was afraid to think that you are with another girl. I just can't bear to see you with another girl. I just want you all to myself. I may sound selfish but that's how I feel.
Now that saying I LOVE YOU might be too late, but still I want you to know that I will always love you and my heart has always been and will be yours alone.

P.S.: Think of me sometimes... and always remember that loving you was the best thing that ever happened in my life.

flashback ☺

I don’t know where the word came out and I really said “I want make it over, cause you’ve broked all promises” . The scenario 5 months ago and all the sweetness and the love there is suddenly flashed into my mind, and my mind kept on asking "Why??" "How did this happened??".So you just asked, simply asked, "Should I be letting you go now?" I know it's totally question that I want the most but can I say "No, we'll work it out" I would agree and still work it out. Because honestly, that's how much I truly love him. I sacrificed lots of things before, and I'm willing to do it again. I wish I could say this was one of those breakup-makeup stories we sometimes read about, but it's not.
When you asked if everything was over between the two of us, at first i can't answer. i kept on saying "I don't know". But later on, i just said, "Yes maybe, this is over. It's over between the two of us." It was the most heart-breaking moment of my life. I don't even want to recall how I cried that night, and the nights after that. I wanted him back but there's nothing I can do. I'm really not sure if I'll ever love this way again in the future, but I hope I will.
Love is still the sweetest feeling there is, but you just have to make sure both of you feels it...at the right time..and the right place..

Maybe we're not meant to be. Or maybe not now. Maybe I did something wrong, or maybe it's just him. Who knows? But one thing I'm sure of, is that I have to be strong and learn from this. So that the next time I fall in love..hopefully it would last.

sampah!

its true emang bakal ngerasa sakit banget saat kita bener-bener kehilangan orang yang sebelumnya mungkin tak punya posisi penting dengan statusnya di samping kita. dan untuk kamu tau aku kini sakit dan benar-benar kehilangan kamu!